Of all the things in the world, there's nothing I value more than my alone time. I'm not a social person. I can deal with people for a while. But I need my space. Now that I'm staying in a frickin hostel my nerves are always near the bleeding edge of bursting. I don't like crowded places, I don't like noisy places and now I'm living 5 days a week of my life in one. WHAT THE FUCK??? And when I get home, I'm expecting to chill in my limited chill time without any distractions much else lecturing. Honestly speaking, even tho this place I'm at is a really cool place to study, it's still school, with rules. I fucking hate rules. I fucking hate school. And most importantly, I FUCKING HATE people telling me what to do. FUCK THAT! But it's something I'm dealing with right now. People never change, they adapt. And that's what I'm doing. -(parents invading my space. u'd think after raising me for 24 years they'd know this about me. apparently they don't, even tho i tell them all the time. lol)
Anyway, expect to read a lot more of these vent posts. I'm trying to keep sane by working harder on my training regime. Conditioning never felt so good after spending a whole day with a bunch of people. Imma work on my legs more starting next week. They're a little weak for my tastes. Hopefully walking up and down the stairs in school will help me with that. And yea, I do call it school, cuz my way of studying now is the same way I studied during my school years. I never liked getting spoon fed. I do it on my own and that's the way I like it.
Gonna have to re-shoot some of Abudi's stuff later today if it doesn't rain. And get some of everyone else too, especially Qayyim. None of his stuff yet. The vid's 2 minutes in with some footage that might be taken out. Which leaves to around a minute and a half of confirmed shots out of the 5 minutes I'm planning to make. Gotta remember to get some of my fronts and parkour shit too. Only have a few of those. Can't see this getting done in the near future. Might be done by Ramadhan tho, hopefully.
alright, I'm off. Laters. No piccies cuz I'm lazy. :D